God's Calling

Well,yesterday,i was deeply touched in a youth conference,called 'Generation CRY'.It was powerful.The pastor asked us to let our past go..It was a tough struggle for me,for my past was very tough on me,nobody knows how to advice me,n tat was how complicated my life was..tat nite,i decided to surrender all to God,i wept out loud,my pants all drown with tears,i told God that i really nid forgiveness..i've been going to Church since i was just born,i believed in Jesus in a young age,it was my first love to serve God,to be a living testimony to others and to touch peoples lives..i still remember my prayer that night..i wept,and im nt saying everything is ok right now,but i know that God will restore the brokeness..so last nite,i called my friend for 4 hours over the phone,i shared with him all i was feeling,den i realize my calling when i was young,i realize tat i feared failure,i realize that,im trying too hard to b perfect..i could sense a calling,but i wasnt sure..today at the conference,the pastor preached about the calling of God,thats when i know its not by chance i felt a calling,for it is God calling,so i responded to that call,i ask God to help me touch lives and just be a living testimony to others..i know i really wan my frenz to come to God and to call upon His name,for when we call upon His name,we WILL be saved,Amen?i do not fear,for i am covered by the blood of the LAMB=))i suddenly had a picture of blogging and touching lives,i believe God is asking me to touch lives through blogging,hopefully i will touch many people's lives=))any burden,any sorrow,any hardship,you can ask me about it,i wil ask the LORD to help me guide you.=))