DISAPPOINTMENT

YUP 2day i was VERY disappointed,cause on tues,i had sports competition,bt i wasnt involved cz i was involved with too many d,so they put my name for others..so on tues,thr was long jump,well me n my frenz decided to jump jz for fun,so i kept trynna break my previous records,which i did,bt in between,i felt i sort of...bent my leg?idk its jz SUPER pain,at the bone n all n when i put pressure on it,it hurts=(so i had to run 2day,which is thurs=/

I din thk the injury would affect my 200m race,until wed i realize my muscle aches,n yea i had to run 2day,so i prepared myself..i couldnt walk normally cz my muscles hurt really bad,bt i tried to run...i was leading bt at the curve,i slowed down=((my legs jz couldnt take it!i came in second=((*gud enough?*NO!for years,in primary n currently secondary,i have ALWAYS been first,so when i gt 2nd i was...devastated?AND my injury got worse...i was....limping?and panting AS BAD AS MY DOG and i jz...couldnt feel my legs much..so yea=(bt it gt better=/bt its stil purple nw,n a lil...swollen and really pain=(bt im VERY disappointed=(

Im sure God gv me tis obstacle for a purpose,and i wanna noe tis purpose,bt im gonna gt first for the other runs=DDhope God helps me=(im really a soreloser to thingz i always win,so when i lose=/i'll crash inside so mayb tis was to...awaken me?but either way,i hope God heals me FASt=DD

my lovable nephew

Me and my nephew are quite close,and he's all the way in singapore.From time to time,we will talk on fb=))we normally talk about games,so while i was reading the testimony about heaven and hell,he ask me to play a game,which i din really wan anything distracting me from reading it,but i rmb,last dec,he told me he blieve in Jesus n God!tat really shocked me and he's oni...11 i thk o.o God called him,so i decided to tell him about God more and i'll continue praying for his salvation=DD
its a joy to see God working in young Christian lies,i just hope they dont drift away from God,so i will try my best to bring him to God,please pray for me and him=))thx=))

heaven and hell

http://www.testimoniesofheavenandhell.com/2011/03/angelica-zambrano-was-shown-the-kingdoms-of-heaven-and-hell-and-the-return-of-christ/

hey every1,i noe tis is a VERY long testimony,but take time to read,it really fires you up to think of others!

FEARED!

O..M..G..for the past...2dayz?i was soooo scared!my fren was nt talking to me cz..well we had tis 'frenly argue' which lead to him taking my shoe den i took his bag n he took mine n yea LOL so yea thingz gt a lil...serious?cz he put dirt n sand n my pens in my shoe so i was a LIL upset,a LIL=/bt i wanted to stop the 'war' so i threaten to do smth VERY bad=(((so i did it n well,he tried talking 2 me bt din hear my response,so after tat we din talk n he said its better for me if we're nt frenz...so yea=((((he was really...emo?n i was really depressed n he kept ignoring n emo-ing.so its really hard=((bt he said its his 'punishment'=((haizzz=(((i was soooo depressed!i couldnt do ANYTHING right=((

n yea i prayed,for 2 dayz=((n 2day,FINALLY God answered my prayer!OMG i was soooo happy!tis fren is VERY dear to me,he's like my brother=33i cant lose a fren like him=((EVER!so yea i was really glad when he told me by doing wat i did affected him,bt all's gud nw=))at least we're frenz again n yes,jz like normal=DDDtalkin on the phone for hrs=DDDDso praise God!i dunwanna lose a fren nt worth losing=((

resultz!

well,today i've gotten my results,n i was DEPRESSED!y?cz i aimed too high tat i couldnt achieve it..the paper was SUPER hard,seriously did not expect it,BUT i hv some sort of arrogance in me..i ALWAYS wanna finish the paper first,my time range of finishing a paper is mostly between 5-20 mins,even if the exam is an hr plus longXP

AND another prob abt me is..i NEVER study o.o i just do some exercise from time to time,and just read the text book even if its full of crap while doin another like,3 thingz,so yea i noe i hv a VERY bad attitude,but the arrogance in tis is abt smart brains x.x i've ALWAYS gotten gud resultz,so i NEVER hv to worry,im the top 10 student,so i'll always think 'u achieve tis by studying n cheating*for some*,bt i did it by brains alone',so yea i noe,im very bad=(((i have nothing against it,i just feel proud and more confident to noe i did it all alone,and so tis is 2 arrogance..

normally i DUN CARE about my results,but since i was rewarded for getting good results,i wan gud results=)))so i use the rewards as motivation to b more careful in exams x.x owh yea n 1 more thing,the last exam,i put a JAY CHOU pic in front of me while doing the exam JAY CHOU hv been my favvvv singer since i was 9,im 15 now,and as loyal as eva! so i believed tat jay chou helped me get all the gud resultz,cz when his pic was thr,i was motivated so i did the same in tis exam

so in tis exam,i prayed,but not fully sincerely=((and i was as arrogant as eva cz my resultz kept gettin better,so i was like,i cn do it,no prob,til i realise,i wasnt closeT^Tmy results drop A LOT,not me alone though,but i was CRASHED,i was soooo DISAPPOINTED!tis is y i dun like setting goals,but since my goals always meet in the past,i just kept going,well i really regret=((

when my mom advice me to b more careful and all all i said was'i gt it man,jz chill!i gt it',but i proved otherwise...tat really broke me=((its the first time i've been soooo disappointed in my results!FIRST!

BUTTTTTTT,i STILL thank God,cause tis dreadful experience made me wake up,i step down and humble myself..normally i keep these thoughts to myself for self confidence,im normally humble unless i wanna b better than some1 else den my pride shows,i just never realise i was soooo egoistic in my studies!i realise,JAY CHOU isnt the 1 helping in my resultz,it motivates me,bt it DOESNT help me in my resultz,so i wanna depend on God more=)))the nxt exam,it'll b the trail for my BIG exam,PMR,well its not a big deal,but i wan straight As=))i promised some1 VERY dear to me,so i'm gonna achieve it!i heard God tell me to stop comparing resultz,n jz gv it my all in my exam,depends ONLY on Him ANDD for the lil rewards,i dun gt to choose...my mom will chose,bt she mustnt tel me b4 the exam ends=((its gonna b a challenge,BUT well,i shall obey=)))

i wanna stop being arrogant abt my resultz,for it is MY CHOICE to not study in the first place,so wat if ppl choose to study?AND i oso thank God,for my results could hv been worse,but its still ok,although i fail for all my standardsT^Tbut its NOT the end=DDDpraise GOD=DDD

God,please help me to focus more in my exam and help me improve,LORD i NEED your help,and help me be more dependant on you,for i could never do this alone=((sorry for not depending totally on YOU from the start,please help me LORD,in Jesus name,AMEN!

song=))

1 of my favvv song from hillsong,VERY powerfull,hear tis n b sure to noe God catches every tear tat falls=))

its called SO YOU WOULD COME by hillsong=))

distraction

lately i hv been having a lt of distractions,among all,a new game my fren introduced=))its called adventure quest world,n every1 says im addicted to it cz i ply it a lt,n srsly a lt,i started plyin abt last week n im lvl 24,all class rank 10 o.o my frenz thk im crazy LOL so bcz of tis game,i havent been able to spend enough time v God

i slp late,wake up late n continue my game,i pray to God bt tat isnt enough!i've learnt tat i mz manage my time more wisely if i wanna follow closely to God=))